Lumberpick

I knew what I had. I swam in the gratitude that was my life with 3 beautiful children and a wonderful wife as a mother. I think deep down inside the fact that I was aware at a higher level how good things were and felt grateful for it THEN that would help protect me. The creator of all things gave these gifts to me and I did not take them for granted. I loved it. I loved all of what I was given and was thankful to what creation had provided to me. Magical thinking again. If I am grateful I will continue to be blessed. There is no logic to that. The magical thinking now is that creation needed to teach me that lesson. Always trying to make meaning where there is no meaning to fit my perceived needs.