Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Longer nights, Slower Daze.

I expect it's snowed 8 inches outside while I've been at work. I walked instead of biked. Walking in the snow is so great because it muffles all sound. The temp. is always tolerable during a snow too. Only a little longer until the shortest day of the year and it will only get better from there. I just checked a local fitness place to see how much they charge. The fee was reasonable, but what was really cool is they offer month-to-month memberships, so I could pay for a membersip until spring and then start running outside again. Just an idea. I'm getting sort of stir crazy and would like to get into more of a routine of working out during lunch or before work so I don't feel so terrible about being a pathetic mass when I get home. I need to play with the boys more too, I guess. Just another thing to feel guilty about huh? I can tell O is feeling the same way because he's crazy all night, banging on stuff, screaming, yelling, and bouncing around like a maniac that's about to explode. Sebastian's pretty even keeled but has no boudaries (because he's 2), so when he decides he wants you in the other room he grabs your hand and pulls and then starts to cry if you can't follow him or acquiesce to his demands. Thus is the life of a parent. Man, does Cherity need more time away or what!? I'm going to have to start kicking her but out the door. She's going to be getting a membership to the YMCA so she can work out with a friend of hers and is pretty excited about that (wish we could afford a family membership). I am too. The boys are actually better when it's just me and them. Cherity and I were just talking about that this morning.

I need to start running again. Man I'm an obsessive freak. When I get something in my mind I can't let it go. I'll write about that more later.