Empty Weekend

I can hear Sebastian crying because I wouldn't let him in the bathroom. I shut the door and he couldn't open it. He wanted to open some shampoo bottles and smother it all over his head. Not a mess I wanted to deal with at the moment. Cherity is cleaning up another one of his messes right now. He dumped out all of the non-photo-alblumed photographs on to the floor. Might have to go get some albums to prevent this from happening again. Anyway, I've got the weekend off with no plans and no moneyd (or very little). We might go to Fergusons apple orchard in Galesville. We've been there once before and I have to admit it was pretty invigorating (sp?). Cherity said she keeps wanting to go to Madison but also said we couln't do that today with such late notice. That, and it's 3 hours away and we have no particular reason to go there. So anyway, tommorrow we have nursery duties @ our church. Not looking forward to that but I guess it's our contribution.

I just wiped a big green booger off of Seb's nose. Yummy.

I really need to find a hobby to keep my mind occupied and motivated. The seasonal affect disorder is starting to set in. I know Cherity would love it if I went to a psychiatrist or took drugs for it but I don't think that's what I want to do. My brother takes a generic form of welbutrin and he says it helps but it makes him sort of blah. I've heard people try to explain the effects of it and I don't think I like it. I'd rather be depressed than emotionless. I'm emotioinless enough as it is.

Well, time to go start my weekend.